“One OF A Story To Tell”

For I have one of a story to tell,
We come from the water,
Wow…Sounds to me to be very profound,
We’re all linked in this wonderful array,
None more the wiser to his or her day,
But time fly’s so it seems but really it’s only a dream,
For to me I’m only right here,
In this moment,
I’ve always been right here,
It seems to me that,
That would be quit clear,
And me a monkey,
Haha-hhmmm..I use to say that,
My mom got me out of the zoo from the monkey cage,
But shit,
Yea shit!!
Is the only way,
That me and a monkey relate,
We both shit everyday,
And me an ameba,
Funny,
Fuck that crap!!!
I’m to old enough now to know better than that,
To me it’s a coward’s way,
And to betray and say,
That I am my own,
In my own unique way,
Holy hells…I am of many,
Everybody I’ve ever seen or know,
And that be plenty,
Is what makes the me of who you see,
To be,
I see it clearly…But to many I’m crazy,
Out in left field,
And in my field there is no yield,
I cannot stop,
For what is simply clear to me,
I never spontaneously combusted,
Into this being,
I exist,
And I cannot resist,
The everlasting,
Imprint of the head of God,
Wherever it might be,
That I might sit,
I said once,
I don’t believe!!!!!
Oh shits of fire,
I should of never said that thing,
And it fucking makes me pissed,
When I did complain,
And yes I’m sure,
If I was born somewhere else on this world,
I’d probably be a Buddhist,
Near Katmandu,
Singing,
Humana, Humana, Humana, Humana,
Freezing my ass off,
On some mountain top,
Believing I’m retime less,
Through spheres of openness,
And in the end of endless lives,
Breaking into oneness,
Nirvana baby!!
Hehe,
Maybe?
Oh wait, do you know of the Sufis?
Damn!!!
There ain’t no way I can stay that intense,
But there is even more than that!!
The Dervish!!!!!!
I’m insane in their Godly bliss,
I can’t take it,
It’s way too much for me,
I then no longer see,
That you’re living the best of your life as you can,
Just as I am,
Be it you a woman,
Be it you a man…
But I have one of a story to tell,
Some times I’m good,
Some times I’m not well,
And I ain’t speaking of my health,
And that story to tell is,
Why can’t people simply see that God is a Truth,
And Truth is God at being,
I know everybody believes in Him,
There is just no fucking damn hell of a possible way,
That there would ever be this,
Universe,
That we live in today,
You going to give me mathematics,
Come on with it,
There ain’t no way you can subtract,
add, multiply, or divide it…But that’s ok if you can’t simply see,
It isn’t necessarily required,
For any one to believe,
Add believe up,
You can’t do such a thing,
It’s not in mathematics,
Just a side note for you mathematical brains,
But,
We ain’t machines,
That’s why I hurt you,
And you hurt me,
The necessity for forgiveness,
Is because we all aren’t one being,
I’m going to shit on you,
And you are going to shit on me,
I would think,
At least I say,
That this is a very clear way to be,
Any time of any day,
Forgiveness that is,
I believe I was speaking,
But let’s move on to a bigger thinking,
Love…
Remember we aren’t machines,
So if you ever come across the ponder of why being,
It’s because of love,
It is a choosing thing,
For me yes and I will say it,
I would hate to make a machine,
That had no choice to choose,
On whether or not it,
Loved and believe in me,
That and by itself would be hell,
For both me and,
The machine,
So this,
One of a story to tell,
Boils down to its simplicity,
And yes I know…
You’re just as glad as well…
Choose to love,
Fuck the debates,
Believe in everything,
Rejoice with thankfulness,
Always celebrate,
Because,
No matter who, what, when, why, where, and whatever is out there,
We’ll all be taken a dirt nap,
And there ain’t no fucking way,
That we can avoid being under that,
Sealed,,,spell,,,Shack…

Ryan Brady O’Reilly
08/2001